Nuffnang Disease

Hey peeps.

Another update of mine today.

I think I've gotten a disease, called Nuffnang-disease.

Why?

Because I'm so tooooooo concerned with the number of readers, number of comments, and number of nangs everytime I finish updating a new post and upload it to innit.

After I posted it up to innit, I will back to my blog and keep refreshing it. Seeing the number of people reading my blog will make me being cheerful for the whole day.

And one more thing, I will go and check for my income everyday.

If it shows the increasing value, of course I feel glad with it.

But if I found out that the figure stopped at one point and did not move forward for few days, I will keep refreshing and thinking is that something gone wrong with my nuffnang?

Or the nuffnang system itself broke down? Or did I misplace my advertisement? The advertisement is shown, but actually it doesn't earn anything.

I refreshed it without my conscious.

It was just like, oops! I refresh it again.

Anyone experience it like me, too?

Update

Hi there.

I'm so happy, to be at home :) Although these days raining cats and dogs, and there is flood everywhere in East Coast. I used almost the whole day to sleep, on the first day I being at home.

16th Dec - this day will set me free!

17th or 18th Dec, I'll be in KL, with my closest friends :) That would be a wonderful shopping spree for us, I think.

Christmas sales, I'm coming xD

Well, I shall off now. Need to study for the important subject - International Marketing. This subject will decide my destiny, whether a bright one, or gloom. Wish me lucks okay? If possible, give me some of your lucks!

P/S: Jin Hong, if you happen to read this post, you will can change your mind anytime before 17th, just give a call to me, or Wei-Ling or YunHuan. Then you may follow us :)

P/P/S: I know. I didn't forget about the steamboat post. But my hometown line is crawling slower than a turtle, I'll upload those photo as soon as I get back to Kampar.

I promise this Promise this.

-Music on the play : Lady Gaga - Poker Face-

Signing off.

10 Random Facts Of Mine

Hi my readers! I'm back with a delightful mood :)

Before I start my random facts, I gonna tell you all I kinda sick of my Kampar lifestyle. I had 3 movies, N times Sing K session, N times badminton and N times of shopping during these 7 weeks. Which means every week I'm spending money for the sake of fun.

But luckily, this kind of lifestyle gonna end soon. I'm going back to my sweet home on Wednesday, OMFG I'm so excited when thinking of this. Because Kampar makes me breathless.

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Well, I'm now too free and try to finish 10-wtf-facts which was tagged by I-already-forget-who-tagged-me friend. It was like a super long ago tag okay?

Then if the story is way too long ago, it shall begin like this :

Once upon a time, there lived a princess and a prince.

The princess must be the one with long-blonde-plus-super-shiny hair, then she has a sweet voice that can sing very well until those small animals will come and linger around her. The prince must be the one who is handsome and ride on a white horse .... etc.

STOP! Back to the fact please!

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1. I'm a GreenTea (GT) Freak.

Everything, if possible, I like them to be in GT flavor. Like GT itself, GT ice-cream, GT perfume, GT body scrub... etc.

I just can't help falling in love with GT. Ask me for the reason, I don't even know why. I remembered, I used to hate GT when I was a kid. But since when I love it, I don't know wtf.

2. I like to stay at home.

I can stay at home for the whole month, I mean when I was in my hometown. Everything is well prepared for me.

Wake up at noon, the brunch is ready on the table for me. At night, I don't have to bother what I want to eat. My mum will prepare anything I like, of course just for the first few days when I'm at home.

Usually daddy will out and take away dinner for us every single night. I think these few years my mum seldom cook, because she needs to take care of my nephew and niece.

3. Shopaholic.

I am an abusive buyer. I shop whenever, wherever. Even if I was at night market, I still can spend a lot on food. I love food as well. Haha.

4. Internet is my everything.

I think not only mine everything, it is everybody's everything. Without Internet, I can't blogging, I can't FB, I can't connect to my friends. It's so pathetic to live in a world without Internet. Wow, It's seemed like I write an essay of "The advantages of Internet". Lol.

5. Friends.

I hate to be alone. I need friends to be with me all along :)

I always appreciate with the friendship I have, but if the person doesn't appreciate the friendship between us, I choose to let go.

"I care, because I treat you as friend. If one day I don't care anything about you anymore, it means that our friendship is faded."

-My FB status -

6, 7, 8, 9, 10. The rest, discover it by yourself.

I admit that, lack of sleep makes my brain can't functioning well. I couldn't think of any facts of mine. Shall stop here. Haha :)

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Updates : 2/12/09

I've left this post half done and it supposed to be done on Monday night. But because of I stay at friend's house overnight and went steamboat last night, so I just able to finish it by today.

Will going home in few hours. Waiting for my daddy to pick me up :) The steamboat post will be posted up ASAP.

And, Good luck in final, UTARIANS!

Yours truly,

Ally.

Midnight

It's about 4.21am right now.

I was unhappy the whole day, frustrated all the time. I ain't a person who will cry easily. But this time, I cried. You've totally turned my world upside down. I never thought your words will have such a huge impact on me, but today I know that you are important in my heart.

Christmas, no more.

Surprise, no more.

No, nothing.

I was nearly insane, with the news I got from you. This is not what I want, not I wish for.

I asked my best friend, Alan come and fetch me to anywhere, I don't want stay at home and sit in front of the laptop. I don't want be alone in the house, it was so scary.

Negative things will come across my mind, as easy as every single breath I take.

After awhile, because of I wanted to go McD, we went Ipoh. But, don't-know-why-and-WTF reason, Four, another ex-lecture mate of mine and his two friends came along.

Their conversation was really funny! But it still couldn't light up my mood. I ordered my favourite McFlurry, but hell I couldn't finish it. Why? I don't know.

Everything was just so tasteless. Someone said, if you are really not in a mood, everything you ate is tasteless. I didn't believe with this statement before, but this time I experienced it. OMFG! Yes, it's true!

We came back to Kampar and went to lakeside. I was finally found a person who has the same feeling as mine, Tommy. He knew every single feeling that I experienced recently.

By the way, thanks to Alan and Tommy, who need to bear and tolerant with my bad mood tonight :)

Your truly, signing off.

我的依赖

In love with this song these days. The song is sooooooo touching :)

I got to know this song is because of Phebe. She planned to sing this song on a wedding dinner and it's specially dedicated to her friend, who is the bride of that day. How sweet!

地震的夜晚 

赶来   作伴

重感冒的凌晨 

煮着   稀饭

这个让我哭过的人   多么温暖 

我感谢我们不完美 

却坦白自然

我们从牵手   放手   又牵手 

走过来

愿意为更懂你的心 

Spending all my life

每当情绪像海 

你只抱我   从不催我讲出来 我就明白 

你是我的依赖

我们从期待   失落   又期待 

走过来

愿意为一起看未来 

Spending all my life

每当变成习惯 生活太淡 

总有感动的意外 
我就明白 
你是我的依赖 

就算是幸福

都由老天在管 只借不送 

我还是不肯还 

用真爱耍赖

我们从日出   日落   又日出 

走过来

愿意为爱你去忙碌 

Spending all my life

每当命运变幻 

需要狂欢 需要流泪 你都在

我就明白 
你是我的依赖 

我们明白 

爱是互相依赖

Isolation

Rainy days make me feel so gloomy.

I wish that,

I could hide myself under the blanket,

now and forever.

Ignore everything,

either good or bad,

that happened around me.

I think,

I need a real escape.

Escape from listening those cold words.

Escape from seeing real true colors of human beings.

Escape from this town for a little while,

just me and myself.

I hope, everything will be fine.

But the truth told me, it wasn't so easy.

Their piercing sounds keep running in my mind,

distracting me from sleeping well in the night.

I hold my tear,

trying to save myself from fear.

I tried my best,

but I still fall into the trap.

Dark in the night comes silently.

I got nowhere to run.

It seems dangerous.

But,

i's the only place I could stop and rest.

I feel tired,

of every single thing.

I need isolation.

Short Update.

1. Today the PM class canceled again. But our KL trip also been canceled, because Phebe's parents asked her to go back. They are wayyyy too missing her :) Sweet.

2. Went for badminton again. With same people, but along with Joelyn and Isaac, new people in our badminton group.

3. Still in sick. I think my coughing becomes serious :(

4. Thank to those who concern about my LDR. But we decided not to talk much. So, if you think it's real, then just believe it. If you think it's fake, then just ignore it.

5. Thank again. Because I learned the way to trace one's IP address due to this incident :)

6. Off to yumcha now. And today is ladies' night.

7. The important one, I'm bitch. So what you gonna do on me?